I am 18 years old and this girls looks around 23/24 (I'm not sure of her exact age). We attend this religous function, where a lot of my family (e.g. cousins, aunts, uncles, etc.) and other friends go. Last night was the last time I would see her, as we live far away and only see each other during this function.
My family are really weird when it comes to girls. If I am seen talking to a girl, they're all like ';ooo, who was THAT girl'; or (singsong voice) ';you have a girlfriend. hee hee hee';.
Throught the time the function was going on, I saw her looking at me and I found myself staring at her aswell. Yesterday was the last time I could talk to her for a year and so I thought ';who cares, let me go and talk to her';. I didn't get a chance but at the end, everyone was putting away these tables and I saw my (female) cousin helping her with a table, so I thought ';let me help my cousin and hopefully my cuzin will leave us alone';.
As I went to help me cousin, I SWEAR I heard the girl say something like ';well...wt u doin'; in this downgrading, sarcastic tone that I sometimes use when I am practically telling someone to get lost. I looked up quickly and I think she was giving me a dirty look. However, to be honest, I don't think a woman her age would be that immature, maybe it was my mind playing tricks on me or something??
I haven't been able to stop thinking about this since!! I keep feeling sick everytime I think of this and I haven't been able to eat all day!
Please can someone tell me what happened and what I should do!!
Thank you soo much in advance
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